blogs...?

Is this even considered a blog? I mean, this is just me talking to my self.. right? Well, I am just SO sick of everything right now. I came to Saskatchewan, with the notion that I would be riding bella, flinging mud with my tires, and having fun. But since Krissy isn't feeling up to it (she's depressed) I literally sit at home. I mean I'm not complaining! I'm in a gated community for Heavens sake! It's just.. I was depressed, I GET it, I know where she's coming from.. I have the scars to prove it. BUT, I got up for school every morning so i could come here. I didn't just give up when the giving got rough. AND I sure as hell NEVER let ANYONE down because of my own personal issues. I don't want to give Krissy the label "weak" because she is the strongest person i know. She has gone through more than i could ever face, or even imagine! She is AMAZING! And she is getting WAY better now that I've been here. I was just bummed out that i'm 2 weeks in, and i haven't done anything I really want to. I am being selfish i know that. I haven't said any of this out loud, and i don't plan to. I just had to tell someone how i was feeling.. and at this moment.. My blog is my only companion.

- Isabel

SASKATCHEWAN!

I am finally in Saskatchewan. I'm sorry i haven't posted in FOREVER!! but i'm back now! :) look forward to hearing more

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Summer!

O.M.G. It's finally summer. summer. summer. I cannot stop saying that word. After a crazy year, here i am. Grade 10 folks. wow. I can't believe i made it this far, It's like i blinked, and the year was over.
Let me tell you, for a while there i thought i was going to have to go to summer school... Apparently I dominated my exams, and finished with flying colors. Thank God. I'm leaving for Saskatchewan around the 15th, you better believe I'm exited for that! I have to remember to write more often.. It's good for me. Well bye. - Isabel

boys boys boys

last day of school today! pretty pumped! all that's left is exams then I.AM.DONE!!!

Today is a pretty great day if i do say so myself... as you can probably tell, i'm very exited! 

That all aside I need a boyfriend. I mean its not like i'm desperate or anything.. I'm just lonely, and i want one of those cute relationships.. I keep telling myself that i'm not finding anyone because every guy in this town is an asshole.. But even then, it makes me feel bad. You start to doubt yourself you know? Like why am i not good enough? But then my inner diva comes out and snaps her fingers, tells me i'm an idiot and to smarten up.. am i rambling? I am. I apologize. But what else is a blog for, no one reads it, so this is my diary.

Made it through the week.

This week dragged on.. I honestly thought it wouldn't end. Anyways, i'm done school other than for exams and Monday & Tuesday :( but I'm still pretty exited!

Summer 2013

School ends on the 17th and i'm actually nervous. All the people i know now are going to change over the summer.. Hell I'm going to change over the summer. I don't know what's going to happen while i'm in Saskatchewan, will i find love? will i find success? Summer 2013 is just a wild adventure waiting to be explored. I know when i come back i'll be different, everyone always is, but i just can't help wondering if i'm going to have the same best friends, or the same "look," or even the same personality. I don't know anything other than this: i'm going to ride my brains out (a horse, get your mind out of the gutter,) It's going to be me and Bella together. I'm going to forget this small town, all these small town guys, with small town dreams, living off their small town fame... I'm going to be free! at least until September guys.